I am over-thinking.
I am getting frustrated.
I am wondering if what I want will EVER happen.
The "what if" game plays in my head...
What if I can't get a job in Nashville?
What if I apply and apply and apply and I am still living in CT and unhappy in 6 months?
What if I have to live with my parents for another 6 months?
What if I find myself at 30 and still unhappy?
Oh yes, the wonders of my mind.
But, then I try to take a deep breath. It works sometimes. Other times, not so much.
No, other times it feels exactly like this:
The truth? I will figure it out. I always do.
I want it so therefore having the awareness means that I will get to my goal, it just won't be as smooth as a path as I'd like. But, I suppose what is the fun in that?
I am trying so desperately to be POSITIVE. It isn't easy when you feel like you are stuck in limbo. Somewhere between stages.
That is the last time I am going to complain about my frustration. Because ONE I don't want to keep rehashing it and TWO it does no good to dwell on it, rather I should put my energy in moving on and getting to that next chapter in my life.